shirin..if u happen to read this blog..i think u gonna looooove this song...i seldom put songs sung by a female singer...but...this song is just soooo sweet and meaningful to those who are in love....dedicate this song to lovebirds out there...


Artist: Chantal Kreviazuk
Album: Unknown
Title: Feels Like Home

There's something in your eyes
Makes me want to lose myself
Makes me want to lose myself
In your arms
There's something in your voice
Makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts
The rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been
And they'll know I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to call my love
And change my life the way you've done

(chorus)
It feels like home to me
It feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me
It feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A window breaks
Down the long dark street
And a siren wails
In the night
But I'm all right
Cuz I have you here with me
And I can almost see
Through the dark there is light

Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you were making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much
(chorus)

still searching the light @ 10:20 PM

this is the original quote by nelson mandela...

still searching the light @ 12:00 AM

what would u do when u saw a girl sitting alone by the beach, looked sad or rather down, minds gone haywire...would u approach her? sit by her side? trying to make small conversations and slip questions asked her whats wrong? or you just leave her alone and let her be?

what would u do when someones real nice to u, shows concern towards u, cheer u up when ure down? would u thank her and tell her how u appreciate all those things she done to u or would u have the thought that she got a crush on u or like u thats y she behave like that? or maybe u think too much?

a friend of mine as me this question..."what if when u just found out that ur bride or groom-to-be has a cancer? what's ur reaction? how do u feel? n what will be ur next action? will u still marry him/her? or something else?

if i smiled at u, will u smile back?

if i told u i'm a cleaner, will u still go out with me?

a fren of mine told me that she will miss me when i'm gone...she really mean it?

a fren of mine told me not to keep blaming myself...then...who to blame?

a job well done, u got a pat at a back...one mistake..u got a stab at a back...rite?

water meant to quench ur thirst..y down alcohol when it only makes u feel more thirsty?

y pay $500 for a skimpy dress? (pay more get less)

y wear something sexy when u dont want to be ogled at or afraid of being rape?

scientists said that dolphins are the only animal who have sex for pleasure..how did they know?

who killed the beavers?

lastly, y am i asking these questions?

changed my blogskin coz my previous one gave me problem...this may be temporary..i hope...still waiting for my sister to make me one...kgg

still searching the light @ 11:12 PM

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. - Timo Cruz from Coach Carter

still searching the light @ 11:09 PM

i put up this song specially for the upcoming valentines day...i got no date...actually i have one...but my date punked me out by having a date with the deliveryman...haha...im juz kidding...not her fault though...we can always go out some other day...not necessarily valentines day...goin out with u will always be a special day to me...

so...no valentines for me...but i'll still play this song...(in any case of last minute replacement for my date...hehe) be my valentine...anyone?

Title: Valentine
Artist: Get Up Kids
Album: Something To Write Home About

(verse 1)
it's words you forget to anniversary songs
the bottles bite backyour tolerance wrong
your good intentions count for little anymore
if you're sorry why wage war?i
'm not fully convinced that there's something wrong with this
could another point of view, baised and untrue, tear me away from you?

(chorus)
will you be my valentine if i'm a world away?
apologies are breaking me
the constants aren't so constant anymore

(verse 2)
for two days i wait for calls to come through
tonight for me translates to yesterday to you
you bend and you wave when you're barely away
i wish i could say tonight that when you bend
and wave goodbye you'd take me with you

(chorus)

still searching the light @ 12:35 AM

it's time to get eeeeeeeeemmmmmmmmmooooooooooooo! with my all time favourite emo song...NEW AMERICAN CLASSICS by TAKING BACK SUNDAY! yeah..feeling a bit emo now...so this song is best to soothe my soul...well...since most of my friends think im an emoboy (which i cant deny totally), i'll make it obvious with this song.

dont ask me y i suddenly feel emo, coz i dunno myself...maybe i know but i wont share it with u... some things better to be left unspoken or ppl might get the wrong idea...

3 ladies in my mind rite now...haizz fadzly...ure a creep u know...1 is not enuff..u want 3..what the hell are u thinking...God! satu pon bleh tahu bleh dapat...but what can i do..i infatuates easily...if i got a hot bod..and macho look...people would have called me playboy or a playa! kgg..but thats not gonaa happen...unless...miracle happens or ive to work things out la...discipline beb...discipline...u want results..u got to work it out!muahhaha...

k...heres a sing-a-long session...lets get emo with this song..


Artist: Taking Back Sunday
Album: Where You Want To Be
Title: New American Classic

(verse 1)
you've got to get better, said, it's all in your head,
we could live through these letters or forget it altogether,
see the months they dont matter its the days i can't take
when the hours move to minutes and i'm seconds away,

(chorus)
just ask the question come untie the knot say you won't care, say you won't care,
retrace the steps, as if we forgot, say you won't care, say you won't care,
you try to avoid it, but there's not a doubt and there's one thing i can do nothing about...

(verse 2)
when all that we need is just a reaction,
its too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore,
chasing our dreams is just a distraction
i want to remember what i know...that i can't go back,

(chorus 2x)

Big days are coming...big days are coming...

Movies to watch: Napoleon Dynamite, Big Momma's House 2, Jarhead, Pink Panther, X-men 3

Recommended CD to buy: Syiok Dangdut Tak Boleh Angkat Karaoke VCD...muhahah....

Sorry

i mentioned that mariah carey did not win any grammy awards but thanks to iza again...she told me that mariah won 4 awards!!! oh my..im so ignorant...thank u sweetie...told ya so sweet!! too much of u will give me toothache...kgg....thats it then!

still searching the light @ 8:23 PM

its been a while...n creeps around me have been buggin me to update my blog... been busy la...ok ok...i know its an excuse..im a lazybum can? happy? (refer to my first ever entry to know y i blog). ok...where shall i start?

Ive a mixed feelings these past few days or weeks i must say...but since im in a good mood, lets juz talk bout all the happy days!

HAPPY!

finally, no more projects for this semester...no more late nites..i know i shouldnt have done the projects last minute...but its a habit la...told myself not to...time management is impt...but i juz love the adrenalin rush. race against time...luckily i completed all the projects...

ive got reasonable grades for my coursework so far...no 'A's tho...but so far im quite happy...

some ppl made me happy these past few days...u know who u r...so thank u for that...thank u for accepting me for who i am..

I went for my ex-xishanites bbq reunion at ECP..i must admit...the best nite of my life for the year 2006 so far...we had loads of fun...loads of laughter...talked about all the nostalgic moments during our pri school days...those were the happiest days...we didnt think of any other stuffs...our problems, our work, all we put aside...all we did were luff, luff and more luff. Old frens like, shirin, mar, yani, zee, apis, apai, naz, helmi, syam, lyana, suliah, noris, adilah, aida, im, nizam turned up that day..never failed to put a smile on my face...believe me, i dun feel like laughing or smiling the next day coz i had enuff.haha..hopefully, in years to come we can come up with similar gathering and this time we will reunite more of our lost frens...insyaalah

watched Fearless with my sis...the first this year...haha..n theres more to come...so...need to save up...sorry sisters...this time...u got to pay for urself...abg got no money...ahha...its ok if u dun have money..coz i can go watch movies on my own...muahhahahah.....

didnt go to school today...happy? of coz i'm happy...got to watch grammy awards...hahah...thank u iza for waking me up...ure the sweetest gal ever...haha...yeah..she is really...n for the reward...kelly won 2 grammies...hehe...happy? of coz shes happy! its her idol....poor mariah didnt won any awards despite her powerful performance...n kanye's n jamie's performance was awesome...so..those who missed the grammies juz now...u can tune in to channel 5 at 10pm...

serynna's got her new phone..shes happy? of coz she is! its her new phone altho she said she prefered sony ericsson than motorola..but who cares...

i know this is kinda of late....but those who celebrated their bdays in january..happy happy happy belated belated belated birthday creeps...ppl like my granny, sadrina, serynna, cik husin...etc...i cant remember all la...happy belated birthday again...

n for those celebrating their birthday this month...happy birthday/advanced birthday...no presents for u all...but only wishes straight from my heart...aaaaaw..haha

fav food of the week: toasted bread with nutella n hor fun

fav drink of the week: barley drink

quote of the week: yang penting, rambut kerinting, jangan digunting - nizam

say of the week: "kau tau pasal? sebab kau CHAMPION!"

ive realise that theres no photo of me in this blog...so here it goes...


when i'm just a kid n now...im a monkey...


there u go..a glimpse of a creep...till then now...wait for my next entry...

still searching the light @ 2:03 PM