highlight of the week...so far...

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went out with my girlfriend last tuesday..at first we went to the library for a little reading session...kgg...yes creeps..im trying to pick up reading...i read 4 3 books in 4 hrs k..impressed? i found it hard to believe either...n then we wander ard lot 1 for i dunno...the whole day...ate a lot along the way...she wanted a lot of stuffs too...watch la...digi cam la...she said..."i want to buy a watch ar...i dun have any, i think i need a digicam" (is she hinting something to me...kgg)...we ate chicken rice...she recommended that place...i wanted to look for slippers...but couldnt find any nice or the one i want...then..she bought sushi...after that...evening time...we went to Sunshine Place..i think thats the name la...she called it shopping centre tak jadi...haha...drew money then walked around there...i believed we went to alot of CD shops...n she decided to eat rojak...haha...after eating...she wanted to look for conditioner...but couldnt find the one she wanted...then we talked bout cereals la...etc...soon after that..we decided to go home...sent her home...

its prata night with my girlfriends...haha..at first we planned to go to The Prata House...i went there first...upon reaching...i was like..."what the heck! is it closed down or renovating or something?" quickly called my girlfriends to change the plan...luckily i responded fast...haha...n planned to go to other prata places...which we decided to go to Prata Place..haha...actually i didnt know which bus stop to drop off n we actually "overshot"....quite far from the place..upon reaching..we couldnt decide what to eat...ahha...a lot of varieties to choose from...but in the end.we ate 2 paper pratas, 2 egg pratas, 2 plain pratas, 1 cheese pratas and 1 sardine murtabak...a lot of pratas for 3 people? Nah!we are all pigs...hahai noticed a lady beside us keep on looking at our table...haha...we ate and we chatted...catch things up... ard 9.45 pm...we decided to go home...alicia thought the night was still young and wanted to go to the beach...i felt like it too...but i carried food for my family...so...i ruled that out...n i wanted to catch the american idols too...kgg...sorry Al...

thursdays a normal day..except i had nightmares...back to back...firstly..i dreamt of a mad scientist who invented a super high volts of beam which can destroy everything on sight...its like a massacre..its like dooms day...he was chasing me..n shooting the beams at me...sounds like looney toons adventure...but if that really happens...i'll be shitting in my pants...serious...i'll be scared to death...then i woke up...no no..not because of the nightmare...its because of my cousins alarm clock...haha..so i slept again...n this time..i dreamt of the banshees...so..what is banshees? its pontianaks...need i describe more? i was actually chased by them...i was damn scared man...its like more than 5 banshees chasing me...desperate banshees i guess..haha...

i pissed my younest sister...woohoo..she deserved it...asked questions...dun want to answer..."y u came home late?" no reply...i asked 3 more times...still no answers..n now..she wanted to use the lappy..n i kept quiet....want me to respect u? u got to give it to earn it...u want to show tantrum...go ahead..before i show her wats a real tantrum is...

quote of the week:life is about change...sometimes its painful..sometimes its beautiful..most of the time its both.

food of the week: need i say more..

song of the week: di dalam sepi itu - sudirman, blind - lifehouse

weekends coming..gonna be a busy weekend this week..stupid ice age 2...haha...group bookings and all...Gosh!but....i'm lovin' it!

still searching the light @ 6:39 PM

ive always wanted to sing this song to someone special in my heart...always...maybe to her...privately...when we are alone together...under the moonlight...when everythings juz calm and quiet...all the perfect settings...but the song a bit emotional for a romantic nite...maybe 'u and me' by lifehouse will be nice...anyways...check out the lyrics...perfect...juz perfect...i believed it came from the heart...purely...how can i juz sit here, listening to the song..and not be moved by it...


Artist: Lifehouse
Album: No Name Face
Title: Everything

Find me here
Speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That is leading me to the place where i find peace again
You are the strength that keeps me walking
You are the hope that keeps me trusting
You are the life to my soul
You are my purpose
You are everything

And how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this

You calm the storms
You give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart and you take my breath away
Would you take me in
Would you take me deeper now'cause you're all i want
You are all i need
You are everything, everything

yes it is....ure my everything...whoever u are...

still searching the light @ 11:19 PM

my heart beats hard...my mind gone blank...knees gone weak..she with her addictive smile...bubbly yet with a glimpse of shyness...her cute little giggles..i fell for her...or is it something else? i told to myself...take it slow...

i couldn't eat..i couldn't sleep...my minds on her..every second..every minute...took a look at her portrait...which i took secretly on my cell...never got sick of it...maybe i should ask for her name...maybe i should ask her out? maybe i should not sound desperate...take it slow...

my minds set...its v day...a simple rose on my hand...its for her...u got to do it...those words keep repeating in my head...the "what ifs" questions never fail to bug me...what if she says no?...what if she laughs at me and remind me who i am? well..ure special to me...but i'm a creep to u...stop this nonsense i say..of coz to myself...i shook off my head...trying to focus..no matter what outcome...take one step at a time...take it slow...

"thhiss iss ffoor u", damn...jitters all over me...whats wrong with me...damn man...u blew it...then i heard the cute little giggles that melted my heart before...she reached out her hand..."thank u"...aaaaww...the sweet voice definitely mesmerised me..."but sorry, ive got to go"..."ermm..ok" i didnt know wat to say...as i watched her leave...something struck me..oh dear...whats her name again?as dumb as i can get...thats the priority n i forgot bout it...its ok its ok...stage 1's clear...theres always tomorrow...take it slow...take it slow...

15 feb 2001...i was thinking of what to say when i meet her...on the way to school...with smiles on my face..turned into despair...whos that with her...they acted as though they're lovebirds...or maybe they are...with her arms wrapped around his...could a brother be so loving...to add fuel into a burning flame...they're lips were locked...sure enough...its like rubbing salt to my wound...like breaking my legs which were already crippled...my heart wrenched..trying to make myself invisible when im already unnoticed..maybe i should drift myself away from her...who to blame u might ask?me being me...i wont blame others but myself...for taking it slow...

still searching the light @ 4:46 PM

conversation between Rahim n me in MSN...

Rahim: Hi!
Fadzly: Ho!
Rahim: Results are out...
Fadzly: Really? ok i'll go check it out...
Rahim: Ok...i got D+ for socio
Fadzly: Ok la tu..at least pass...u pass all?
Rahim: Yeah..alhamdullilah...
Fadzly: yeah..i passed too..woohoo

yeah folks...expect the unexpected...i passed my exams...the results not great...but i'm competent...now i can enjoy the holiday with no worries...no more nervous waiting moments...i kept thinking thatim goin to do supps...but Alhamdullilah...no need for that...thank u for the people who gave me the encouragements...people who motivated me to study...people who believed that i can do it...i know i can do better...i'll be more vigilant...more hardworking...well...it's for my own good..for my future...

it had been a great week so far...hope it will be the way it is for the coming weeks...

i'm happy....prata anyone?

still searching the light @ 9:22 PM

i want to keep this short and sweet...

To the person concerned...yesterday was a pleasure with u...didnt expect to turn out great! thank u so much...n please..stop playing hide and seek with me again....(remember, at Popular?)

people around me kinda got emotional lately...whatever it is...u guys need a pair of good listening ears...u know how n where to reach me...

congrats to my fren..hasyim...for been spotted as one of the top 10 model search 2006...i dunno how u made it...but..whatever it is...dun let them show ur bod...kgg...badan maut (killer body) wooohoo...all the best to u bro...

movie to watch this week: date movie

things to do: influence someone with rock music...

dunno wat else to say...till then

still searching the light @ 9:26 PM

sooner or later...i'll be in deep deep deep trouble...i juz know it...i can see it coming...i'll only have myself to blame...i'm so gonna get it...

still searching the light @ 10:49 PM

aaaaaah....one of my cousins were married last sunday...congratulations once again..semoga jodohmu kekal hingga ke akhir hayat...anyway...sorry la...i can't keep my mind off my baby ever since shes back...i miss her soooo much that i stayed up with her two nites in a row...kgg

gonna wish two birthday boys today...one is my cousin...abg zul...and another one is my fren...ishyam lal...happy birthday bros...

nothing much goin on today...allahyarham wah ghani passed away today....maybe its for the better...i'm nt really that close to him...(as he is my cousin's grandpa) but i know...he longed to join his late wife whos waiting for him in heaven...my condolences to his family...so..because of this...ive to stay at home in case my sisters n my cousin come home early...so my plans were sort of postpone or rather cancel...Soli, sorry bro...can't go to jb with u juz now...haha...my movie trip was cancel too..so yeah...

mar and yani invited me for mee kuah for dinner...hahha..maybe next time girls...and mar...what ever u want to think k...kgg

question of the week: "kau lak bila lagi?" ("when is ur turn?")

gruelsome movie of the year so far: final destination 3

beverage of the week : mcDs milkshake

songs of the week: anything from S.O.A.D

i'm still in search for the best soto in singapore...

serynna...i know..deep inside...u love Barney and his frens...kgg

n ur question bout love...haha...love is simple yet complicated...if u creeps out there still in doubt with ur relationships...maybe u could listen to this song...

to love somebody - bee gees

or for someone who lives life like a thug...maybe u could ask these 21 questions by 50 cent...kgg

to love is to collaborate with each other..must have a win-win situation...no compromising or accommodating...when u can work things out for the best of both of u...thats when u can experience the best love...im no dr love..but thats what i think..i, myself have troubles in my love life...thats the only thing that is not goin smoothly for me so far...never been smooth...or shall i say..never been one...i mean...really really really into relationship...so yeah...never smooth..kgg..what the hell im talking about...haha

so..wishes n condolences to the appropriate ppl...

still searching the light @ 7:57 PM