i'm in dilemma....how? it's just when my hope almost diminished...suddenly a flash of light shining down on me again...when opportunity arises, will u grab it while it's hot? indeed the opportunity is there for the taking, but like a friend of mine pointed out one of my weaknesses to me...im starting to ask myself questions again...and of course afraid of answers....its like, back to square one...pls someone...enlighten me...im in real dilemma rite now...but i think...u people dont understand what im trying to convey...as always, its always indirect and vague...never mind me...

still searching the light @ 11:32 PM